rook wouldnt have been in that situation to begin with if i hadnt crashed the fucking helicopter because all those fucking cultists launched themselves into the blades wouldnt have been in the fucking chair getting brain raped by jacob if it wasnt for that shit
you know jacob made ME carry rook to the chair and tie all the straps fucking watched me and he was smiling the whole tiem
this shit was my fucking fault.
[He tosses the phone to the side and rolls over on his bed to stare at the ceiling for a while. Not a big fan of the feeling of tears pricking the corners of his eyes right now. Because it wasn't really his fault, and he knows it. But the alternative is to accept that Sharky is right and that he actually did something worthwhile and useful, it just hadn't fucking mattered in the end. Still, felt kinda.... nice. To be told he's not a complete fuckup.]
yeah okay your right i just doesnt really feel like it helped because i wanted to get us both out and i spent fucking weeks planning that and then it all went to hell because for some reason jacob picked THAT DAY to have an extra patrol and found out so i had to get rook out of there and i didnt even think it worked sitting there dying thinking i fucked that up too but guess it did work out jacobs dead johns dead faiths dead thats something
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wouldnt have been in the fucking chair getting brain raped by jacob if it wasnt for that shit
you know jacob made ME carry rook to the chair
and tie all the straps
fucking watched me
and he was smiling the whole tiem
this shit was my fucking fault.
[He tosses the phone to the side and rolls over on his bed to stare at the ceiling for a while. Not a big fan of the feeling of tears pricking the corners of his eyes right now. Because it wasn't really his fault, and he knows it. But the alternative is to accept that Sharky is right and that he actually did something worthwhile and useful, it just hadn't fucking mattered in the end. Still, felt kinda.... nice. To be told he's not a complete fuckup.]
yeah
okay
your right
i just
doesnt really feel like it helped because i wanted to get us both out and i spent fucking weeks planning that and then it all went to hell because for some reason jacob picked THAT DAY to have an extra patrol and found out
so i had to get rook out of there and i didnt even think it worked
sitting there dying thinking i fucked that up too
but
guess it did work out
jacobs dead johns dead faiths dead
thats something
alright old timer
ill believe you.